From the recording Not Dead Yet
Lyrics
Dazed, I turn around and leave the stage
To my room, that's where I belong
There I can relieve my inner rage
And loose myself in a torch song
Without expression, without thoughts
With eyes that have the color of death
Conflicting feelings and many plots
I can hardly hold my breath
O, I'm walking through muddy waters
Torn between love and hate
Thinking about all the slaughters
That have been killing my faith
I'm the enemy of happiness and every hope
In parallel dimensions I seem to be living in a bad soap
I know about evil and feel paralyzed
The struggle between light and dark
In that emptiness my soul was brutalized
Replaced by a big question mark
O, I'm walking through muddy waters
Torn between love and hate
Thinking about all the slaughters
That have been killing my faith
Cos my mommy said Santa Claus committed suicide
Jerking off is all I can do to keep me satisfied
O, I'm walking through muddy waters
Torn between love and hate
Thinking about all the slaughters
That have been killing my faith
Walking through muddy waters