From the recording The Cuneiform Factor
Lyrics
In a mixed up wicked dream I kissed her cold dead lips
And now I'm crying
All the poker chips won't let me forget the pistol whips
And now I'm dying
Baby - you're hurting my weak brainchild
Understand - how all my feelings got misfiled
Listen to the fireworks of my soul
See how I lose any bladder control
All I want is to hear somebody laugh again
But I wouldn't know where or when to begin
I'm sleepwalking along the nights of a lost career
And now I'm shaking
Stricken with a kind of creepy panic and full of fear
And now I'm breaking
Baby - is my life really as shallow as this
Now hear - it's meaningful prospects that I miss
Listen to words being nothing but idle talk
See how I'm barely able to walk
All I want is to hear somebody laugh again
But I wouldn't know where or when to begin
I am waiting on a parade that since long has passed by
Like killing oneself before an empty room and then refusing to die
All I want is to hear somebody laugh again
But I wouldn't know where or when to begin