From the recording The State Of My Mind
Lyrics
I was ripped out of the warmth of my mother
And someone slapped me on the ass
It seemed I had to share her love with another
A sad man through a looking glass
At two I discovered I couldn’t get it all
And that at some point I would die
I had to play with a gun instead of a doll
They told me Santa Claus was a lie
Belittled in school by a sadistic priest
I didn't get to play ball
In the army I was taught to behave like a beast
Drowned in drugs and alcohol
The first girl I kissed smelled like cheese
After 5 seconds I came in my pants
The wedding called for an immediate release
The daily work another mischance
A child was born in a time it didn't deserve
But the worst was it looked just like me
My marriage became a test of the nerve
I thought divorce would set me free
Retirement came early without any respect
I don't have a future anymore
I wanted to change the world but feel deject
Death will meet my expectations for sure